Chaos in my head

Hi all! My first post. This is a great thing. Went on a walk this morning and decided I'm going to move somewhere quiet. Maybe tomorrow. So many cars - did they KNOW they were disturbing my peace?! Well anyway, what started out as a beautiful walk with Jesus ended in me being all pissed off and only able to think about how desperately I wish the world centered on me. George MacDonald says that the evil things that appear at our worst times aren't just manifestations of a bad day. They were within us all along. God uses situations to show us what we're really made of so we can fight against it. At this moment, though, my frustration is directed instead on all the cars and the ills of industry and technology. God, redirect my anger and refine my soul. Ugly, ugly, ugly...